Why “It Can’t Be as Bad as Last Time” Does Not Make a Good Mantra

I knew this wasn’t a good mantra going into my second round of chemo. Totally, totally knew that this was the wrong thing to think. But I couldn’t help it. “It can’t be as bad as last time,” just rolled around and around in my head like the puffing of the Little Engine That Could. …

Live Blogging From the Chemo Suite

Internet working in chemo suite today. Last time signal was dodgy. I know how much you all want to be right here where the fun never ends. 🙂 Getting pre-chemo drip soon. Benedryl (sp?) to make me nice and sleepy. Today we FINALLY remember to pre-lidocaine my port and it went SO much better when …

The World Post Fireworks

I haven’t been the greatest blogger of late and it is mainly because I’ve developed a new and bizarre (and hopefully temporary) disorder called ocular migraines. If you’ve had these, you know exactly what I’m talking about. If you haven’t, it is like there are little splotches of light in my field of vision. It’s …